Presented as part of Tony Qamar's memorial service, Oct 11, 2005 at Univeristy of Washington by Steve Malone

In trying to think what I might say this evening about Tony the first thing that comes to mine is our friendship and the many different sorts of things we did together.  Of course there were the outdoor activities, skiing, hiking, paddling, multiday float trips, etc, but there are also the simpler things, the shared dinners, both at Tony and Kathleen's house and at Linda's and mine.  Many of these instances inevitably there were friends and colleagues in attendance.  Tony attracted the best and most fun sort of people generating a community without seemingly any specific intent nor maybe even realizing it.

But I mostly would like to say something about Tony as a professional, my closest colleague.  Our friendship and work were intimately related.  I have had trouble getting my mind around the implication of his loss.  The hole he leaves is both wide and deep.  I am not yet sure I know how to get across it or out of it.

Along with Bob Crosson, who retired last year, Tony and I were the Principal Investigators for the Pacific Northwest Seismograph network.  We all brought unique and complementary talents to the table.  With their permission I gave myself the title of "Network Director" and Tony that of, "State Seismologist".  His was actually a real position with some history behind it, mine was just made up.  But none of us put much importance on titles and our work was truly collaborative.  Few days went by that Tony and I were not in consultation over something, sometimes as trivial as who will change tapes or as important as the strategy for long term funding.  Tony had a knack for spotting the things that needed doing and just doing them.  He helped the staff and students of the network in countless small and large ways.  Particularly in the last year when, because of the St. Helens activity, he took up residence in a small, cramped office across from the lab and when not hammering out some new analysis computer code (in Fortran) was a constant resource to the chaotic comings and goings of staff and students and the press.  Quite frankly I can't yet get a handle on what it is going to be like without him in this capacity.

help me teach a class I had started in "applied seismology".  Very quickly I realized he was a much better classroom teacher than I and convinced him that the students shouldn't be subjected to my lectures any more and he should just do the whole thing.  Of course he agreed.  More impressively than his classroom teaching was his mentoring of grad students; even those for which he was not the advisor.  He had the skill and patience to assist with a variety of issues from technical to theoretical and from immediate issues to counciling on long-term career choices.

Tony was not a prolific writer of scientific papers.  However, his interests were very broad.  He studied the seismic structure of the inner core at the center of the earth and the noises glaciers make as they move and calve.  He studied tectonic stresses as determined by earthquake focal mechanisms and the seismic waves generated by meteors and the space shuttle entering the atmosphere.  About 10-15 years ago he became interested in geodesy and helped to establish permanent GPS stations tracking the minute motions of Washington under the influence of plate tectonics.  Perhaps his greatest interest was in volcano seismology.  He was one of the first on the scene in the spring of 1980 when St. Helens woke up and he has been very active in the seismic study of its reawakening since last fall. 

For a number of years his publication record has been low yet he continued to be vitally engaged in scientific pursuit.  This upset me.  On several occasions in discussing his ideas or work I would comment to him, "that's a really good idea. You should write that up".  He would hesitate, think about it and with his small knowing smile, agree with me. But he rarely did write it up.  At first I was annoyed, than I accepted it and more recently have started to admire that attitude.  While I never discussed the rational with him for this in detail I did get hints from things he said and from his personality.  As I see it there are two reasons for spending the time and effort to publish lots of papers.  One is because you have really discovered lots of interesting new things and you want others to share those discoveries or insights.  The other, and far too common reason, is to pad your resume for career advancement.  Tony had absolutely no interest what so ever in the latter.  He was about as non-competitive as you can get.  His work and ideas he was happy to share with others. He did present papers at meetings from time to time, but he cared not a whit for tooting his own horn.  He contributed much to many projects without any worry about obtaining any credit.  The competitive world we live in has no way of rewarding that attitude.

However, in the personal world of his family and friends his unselfish giving of himself in a very matter-of-fact, fun, warm and kind way will leave a legacy in our hearts far more valuable than anyone's professional achievements could be.